Aghhhhhh I posted a lengthy post but got deleted.
Proper post of being an angry mummy later.
I hate being angry at Zayanino. It’s different when disciplining but when emotions and stress levels run high, the anger feels disproportioned and less controlled if you like.
Yesterday I had to drop off Zayan at Aita and was already running late. Then he poo-ed before we left – ok not his fault. It leaked out of his clothes (sigh!) – again not his fault. So had to change him but it was not an easy and smooth process. There was a lot of escaping involved AND ensuring he DOES NOT TOUCH HIS WILLY. His poo stained willy i might add. Of course despite being warned and told not to, he managed to do it anyway and quickly touched his piano toy (which was used as distraction) with his contaminated fingers. This resulted in mummy being angry and telling him off.
He was quiet after and gave half hearted hug before I left him. Kids are pretty forgiving people. I havent seen him after since he was asleep when I came back home yesterday. I’m sure he’ll be back to his normal self when I see him later.
But still I dont like being angry to him. And I dont want him to think raising voices when angry/upset is a done thing. Sigh insyaAllah I’ll control my anger more next time.
For now, photos of new addition to the family and impromptu visit to the park.
His cheeks reminds me of the cartoon Shin Chan. Shin Chan Zayan!